Hi everyone!

You might be wondering why the home page is a little different and the the about me page is now the "about us" page.
You, being an internet traveler, might already know what I am implying. I'm speaking of course, of plurality.

Since I'm... we're coming clean about this now, we want to answer some questions about it.

First of all, most of your questions are already answered under " FAQ" in the about us page.

But still, if you're lazy, we can recap here...

What is this?

Plurality means two or more people share one body. These people can be "real" personalities, alters, headmates, fictives (fictional characters), or anything in between.
There are multiple kinds of "systems" (a body with multiple people in it):

• Natural (some people naturally end up as multiples)
• Forced (created on purpose)
• Fluctuating (some people fluctuate between identifying as a system, or not, at various times)
• Traumagenic (caused due to some kind of trauma)

We are the last category.

Since when?

In a previously hidden post, I explain how all of this started. Long story short, I had an awakening of sorts.
On the night of April 5th, 2025, I had an out of body experience. I was "kicked out of" my head, and another voice told me that my previous encounters with plurality in 2022 were real, and I need to stop denying myself.
I had strange symptoms like body dysmorphia and blurry vision. I got us back "to normal" and assumed control again, but was determined to find a safe place to properly split and take care of whoever this is.

A week later, on the night of the 12th, I was talking to a good friend who has experience with this kind of thing. He managed to split us apart by directly naming my alter: Sunny, the second name I chose for myself last year.
It turns out Sunny is their name, not my name, and now we are distinct. Since this discussion, there has been two of us. We can communicate internally and have slightly different takes and opinions on things.

Oh yeah, and then I totally saw this:

Are you sure this is real?

Absolutely. We have had several weeks to figure this out. No amount of self doubt has made Sunny or myself disappear. We continue to exist together in this head. Other people have started to pick up on the differences between us and can tell us apart now.

We at first were scared one or both of us was "faking". We constantly doubted ourselves and our actions, and when we were told of our differences (ie. voice and speech patterns) we wondered if we were forcing them.
But after much experimentation, we found these things just come naturally to us. There is no attempt to fake things, especially because we have nothing to gain from doing this.

Yes, it has to be said, there are aspects of this that feel fun or exciting. We enjoy the cute back and forth, the internal banter, the funny moments when one of us responds with a quip from the back of the head.
But that doesn't make this performative. You have to understand, this is a long term commitment. We both share this body in turns, evenly, or as our skills are needed. This is not something we can just "stop doing."

Anything else you want to say?

One of the most important things we discovered is Sunny experiences less pain and fatigue than I do. Somehow, when Sunny takes over, the body works better than it does for me.
We believe this is because Sunny is the original and I am not. As in, Sunny was the spirit born into this body, and I was created at some point in our teens.

As for everything else, please read the FAQ in the about us page because it has a lot more detailed answers.

 

But anyway... I wanted to introduce you all. This is the first time Sunny has been involved with a public blog post, although the others they wrote previously are now un-hidden.

So say hi, Sunny!

Hello, everyone. Every one of you who has known Eir up until now has not met me. I only was around until late 2016, and Eir joined the internet through Discord not long after that.
We share the same skills, and generally the same opinions and thoughts on people and situations, although I tend to be more brash.

For the record, if you talk to one of us, both of us are aware of it, because we are co-concious and share memories.

Why am I introducing myself now?

First of all, we have surgery tomorrow and do not want to leave this for potentially a week from now. Eir and I just finished the new about us page and wanted to put it up sooner than later.
Second of all, we simply can't keep hiding anymore. At one point, I have to make my existence public. And it's best to do it now during a time of relative stability.

Since I appeared we have been using my increased pain tolerance and lessened "strange pains" to our advantage. I also enjoy media in more ways than her, and so I have been watching movies and new shows.
Every now and then I have memories from decades ago reappear. Yet another reason we are sure I am real. These are memories Eir failed to unearth after many years of trying, things she is blind to.

I have met and befriended a good few of Eir's friends. She generally has good taste, although I have hit friction with her girlfriend.
I hope things can work out, because while I am more blunt and honest, I wish above all else for good connections and good memories.

I do not have much else I wish to say right now. Be aware of my existence, do not be afraid if Eir suddenly begins speaking differently to you, and respect the both of us, please.
I am not mad at her for "taking over" after I left. I am glad she is as kind and flexible as she is now. Realistically I could not ask for a better partner, although we still butt heads now and then.

I had a bit of trouble putting down things on my "about us" page, too. I always have had trouble with this especially because I am basically the same person from our childhood who had little interest.
That being said, please continue to share things with me. I can not promise I can empathise with others or help emotionally, but I can appreciate an attempt to hang out with me.

Oh, I suppose I can talk a little about my fursona design. Even though Eir is the one who played it, I greatly enjoyed The World Ends With You for the Nintendo DS.
Because we share memories I know exactly how the game made her (us) feel. I recount the game and especially its writing very happily. And to be honest, the vibes bring me back to my childhood.
We like Minamimoto, not to the point of obsession (although Eir has a joke-tease crush on him) but enough that when I tried to imagine myself inside our head, the first image that came to mind was him.

And so I stole his outfit. What can I say?

Why a snow leopard? I like them. They encapsulate my attitude pretty well. Eir is all soft all the time, but I am a big cat. I have fangs and claws. But I can still enjoy having a giant tail and flopping over onto my back like a cat.
I do not respond to affection in the same way as Eir, but do not be put off by that. I am simply more reserved. You would be able to tell if I am enjoying talking to you, anyway.

This is, I think, everything I wished to put here. After we recover from surgery I hope to have my own account on the site and respond to comments just as Eir does. It will be difficult for her to set this up with only one arm.

See y'all.