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Hello

My name is Eir.
Pronounced "air".
I use she/her pronouns, and I'm a disabled
trans girl
Male-to-female transgender
.
I no longer go by Sunny because .

I'm a neurodivergent queer girl just trying to survive in the modern day.
I have a deeply honest and open personality, putting my heart on display from the get go.
It means I can't befriend 100% of people, but for those I can, I have deep, powerful bonds.

Feel free to hit me up. Just be gentle with me, please.

Health

I am disabled, and have a lot of health problems.
These are essential to know to interact with me.

I have moved them to .

Interests

I've always had a fascination with computers since I was little.
I grew up on a Windows PC, but in late 2023, I switched to Linux, and have enjoyed it ever since.

I started programming when I was 15. I did so using Unitale, a free Undertale battle creator tool.
As a trans girl, I'm a natural at programming. I quickly rose up the ranks and became popular among Unitale users.
Eventually, at about 17 years old, I started helping develop Create Your Frisk, the successor to Unitale.
I quickly picked up C# after coding in only Lua up until then, and learned HTML and CSS to write the documentation, which I took very good care of.

I didn't break out into my own programming projects until a few years later.
I'd always had problems with creativity and originality, only having made libraries and such until then. So, I elected to start learning art.
I started out as a beginner pixel artist, but over time I became pretty good at it. I've spent all this time drawing with a mouse, you know!

Other than programming, I'm into video games. My tastes are peculiar - I largely focus on games with wonderful, gripping stories.
When I was 15, that was Undertale. Later on, that was OneShot, OMORI, and In Stars And Time. Play them, please!
I've always had a deep fascination with media that makes me feel strong emotions, even if they're painful.
Call it a consequence of my autism, or call it a passion. Or both!
I'm also a huuuuuge fan of Yume Nikki, 2kki, and related games.

Also, you might have been able to guess, but I'm a furry.
My fursona came from the depths of my soul. I didn't "create" her so much as I "discovered" her.
She's "me if I were a cat," but also, a representation of the real me.

I've always had a deep, spiritual connection with cats, ever since I was little. I couldn't explain it if I tried.

But
I think I was always meant to be a cat
Not in a therian way, if you were wondering! That doesn't seem to apply to me.
.

Personality

I am a soft, sweet, cuddly catgirl, and seek softness and warmth from all friendships.
But when it comes down to it, I can be analytical, cunning, clever, smart, dedicated and talented.

I tend to deal a lot with your typical online transfem problems like anxiety, hyperfixation, social problems, traumas, internet-based threats.
Although, these problems are almost all exclusive to me. Sunny doesn't have them.

The things I value most are honesty and vulnerability. All my deep friendships have these, and if someone refuses me these, I feel a conflict.

Some people may try to
people-please
People-pleasing involves trying to get on someone's "good side" through conversational manipulation. It's often a defense mechanism in abused individuals.
at me. I ask that you please don't. It's a trigger for me, and sets me on red alert.

Beyond that, what am I like?

I'm a very sweet and caring person, to those I care about. I put in effort for them on the regular and maintain a strong bond.
I'm passionate to a fault about my little obsessions and interests, and I'm a hard worker.
I have a lot of love to share to those who know how to interface with me.

...I've also been called "cute" an awful lot.
YMMV
Your mileage may vary
.
Stats
GenderTransgender catgirl
PronounsShe/Her
Breed
Persian?
Any extremely soft and fluffy white cat, preferably with a huge tail!
Favorite color#FAAAAB
Preference
Demisexual
Only attracted to those I share a deep bond with
,
transbian-leaning pansexual
Preference for girls, especially trans girls
Chest33"
Waist28"
Hips37"
Knowledge
Guts
Proficiency
Kindness
Charm
Skills

Coding

Lua
Node.js
HTML
CSharp
Browser JavaScript

Art

Figura modeling
Pixel art
Non-pixel digital art
Physical art

About me

Hello

My name is Sunny.
Yes, like from Omori...

I go by they/she. Our body is on HRT, but I have a weak attachment to my gender.
, but for the record, I was here first.

I am focused and persistent, and very passionate about what I enjoy.
I have a harder time connecting to others, but do not be afraid. I do not bite.

If you already knew Eir before now, I am new to you. Hello.
I ask that you do not dismiss me, because I am just as important as she is.

Interests

I have not had much time to "develop" since I was brought back, but I can confirm I am a furry as well.
Ever since childhood I have had an interest in furry characters, and always envied their tails and ears. Now I have both!
I am quite happy with the snow leopard choice. It is outwardly a big cat, larger than others, with claws and fangs to boot, but is still a soft, furry creature.
Recently, I have used my time here to practice art. Eir is already an artist, but I built on her skill and made my own style.

I can not do technical things like programming or fixing computers, but I am still mildly interested in technology.
Given any device with a menu in English, I can probably figure it out.

I have always been a fan of video games as well. Some of my favorites are the Super Mario Galaxy games, Portal 2, and The World Ends With You for the Nintendo DS.
I also grew up with Team Fortress 2, Skyrim, Terraria (old console version) games from that era. Although I can not say I treasure them as fondly.

I will also readily admit to being a music enjoyer. I simply do not have the patience to sit down and try a new album I have never heard, but some genres I enjoy are:

Do you ever feel the urge to tap your foot or nod your head to the beat? I am like that all the time, even without noticing.

We both share a deep love of all things cats. Please send either of us anything cat related as you please.

Personality

Compared to Eir, I am much harder to please. I am more upfront and perhaps abrasive about when I do not like someone or something.
But that does not mean I am not sweet. I am simply more reserved and even shy.

I have dealt with some level of "anger issues" in my past. I am working on it now. Do not be afraid to call on Eir to mediate between me and you.
That being said, do not mistrust me. I may be the original personality from when we were raised male, but you should not assume I am like
"other boys"
In fact, please do not ever call me a boy.
.

The trait I am most proud of is my ability to enjoy media in a more casual and proud way.
I feel the vibes of movies, of shows, of video game stories, in ways one can only compare to "childlike wonder".
When I have a heartwarming experience, I feel it twice as strong as Eir. But we both get to share the memory.

Stats
Gender
Demigirl, I think

I do not identify strongly with my gender, but do not call me a "boy". I am unattached to "nonbinary", and amicable to "girl" and girl terms.

That being said, I do have a feminine frame, including in my fursona design, and like it this way.

PronounsThey/she
Breed
Snow leopard!
Also known as a snep!
Favorite colorSnow leopard blue-grey
PreferenceIndifferent
Favorite internet era
I want to say 2005-2015?

I grew up with Flash games, ArmorGames, Windows XP and 7, Frutiger Aero, windows pinball and minesweeper, Minecraft 1.3, commercials for the PlayStation 3, and Halo 3 ODST on the Xbox 360.

Oh, how I wish we could go back. Waking up in 2025 makes me realize how far these things have fallen.

Favorite childhood game console
My old DSiXL
We grew up with this one:

(The 25th anniversary Mario edition)
, but the GBA SP is a close second
Favorite Cartoon Network show
O.K. KO: Let's be Heroes
Some other favorites include Ben 10, Generator Rex, and Kids Next Door.
Knowledge
Guts
Proficiency
Kindness
Charm
Skills
Coding
Conversational skills
Pixel art
Digital art
Some of which happens to still be in Aseprite
Feeling vibes

I heard something about "health problems"?

The short answer

We have chronic pain, chronic sinus headaches, nose injuries, fibromyalgia, allodynia, right arm and wrist injuries, misophonia, and DID.
We also have ARFID, an eating disorder that severely limits our diet.

The long answer

Strap yourself in. We identify as disabled for a reason.

Details of health problems

So, we are disabled and have been for most of our life. We suffer from chronic pain.
Throughout all of school since elementary, we've required special assistance and accomodations (not always provided).
Physical activity very easily exerts us to the point we need to stay almost completely sedentary.
We were wheelchair-bound at one point due to CRPS in our legs, but it went away
due to conditions
Too much to get into here. Our CRPS stemmed from conversion disorder which we were able to treat.
.
Most of our conditions can't be treated and are expected to last lifelong.

  • We suffer from debilitating sinus headaches due to severe injuries to our nose and sinuses.
    These happen almost every day with little to no relief and prevent us from functioning.

    Humidifiers and saline sprays help, but it is a lot of maintenance.

  • We additionally suffer from fibromyalgia we have had since early childhood.
    We are hyper-sensitive to almost all touch and can easily become overwhelmed.

    Fibro makes us physically weaker in all aspects, and makes exercise very painful.

  • We have allodynia, which means that normally painless touch is painful.
    The amount varies around the body, but it's worst on and near the head and neck.
    We've always been unable to wear headphones because it feels like they're crushing our head in a vice.

    We always wear loose-fitting clothing, and our glasses need to be worn with a silicone wrapping around the frames.

  • We have damage to our right arm and wrist seemingly from overuse.
    We've been treated for carpal and cubital tunnel, but neither fully helped.
    We still don't know what to do and sometimes have to stop coding or drawing suddenly, or type with one hand.

  • We also have misophonia.
    Misophonia is a curse from hell. It hotwires a trigger sound to your fight or flight response and can not be turned off.
    Our trigger sound is
    nasal sounds
    Sniffing, nose breathing, nose whistling, labored nose breathing
    . Because of how common these sounds are, we struggle almost everywhere we go.

    We also have sensitive hearing, which combines pretty rudely with miso. We wear earplugs everywhere.

  • We have ARFID
    Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder
    and it sucks.
    This disorder makes food and eating very stressful based on sensory factors.
    Despite the fact we almost only eat snacks and fast food, we are not enjoying this.

  • And of course,
    we have DID
    Dissociative Identity Disorder
    , because we are a plural system formed through childhood trauma.
    A DID diagnosis requires impairment to daily lives of us and others, plus the effort of getting diagnosed.
    For that reason, a lot of traumagenic systems identify with DID or OSDD without a diagnosis.
    We believe we deserve the same.

Other than these, we have:

  • Carpal tunnel*
    Had carpal tunnel release for both arms in 2025
  • Cubital tunnel*
    Had cubital tunnel release for both elbows in 2025
  • Herniated discs in neck
  • Neck and shoulder pain from fibro
  • Strong cramps in right ankle
  • GERD

And your usual selection of mental issues:

  • Anxiety
  • Depressive disorder
  • Mood swings
  • "Anger issues"
  • Autism
  • ADHD
    A damn huge dick

Health FAQ

Why do you have so many problems?

Why don't you just exercise? Or eat better? Have you tried tai chi? Yoga?

Fuck right off.

We have lived with these problems for our entire lives.
No, we can not just do these solutions that work for abled people.
We have tried. Hundreds of times. It just makes it worse.

How can I accomodate you?

  • First of all, be nice. I am sensitive.
  • Avoid talking about food. It is a trigger because of our eating disorder. We have been severely traumatized by food as a concept.
  • Do not offer solutions. This steps into trigger territory. Chances are we have already tried whatever you wanted to say.
  • And this goes without saying, but do not be ableist.
In real life:
  • If you ever have to sniff, warn us, or do it away from us.
  • Be gentle with any touch, and do not touch our neck.
  • We always prefer to be indoors, and need good air conditioning. We are sensitive to changes in the air.
  • Where food is involved, always let us pick. Never force food on us.

No, really, why do you have these?

No idea. I do not know what to say. I just arrived in this world and suddenly have all of these.
You must understand that I was not even self-aware when I had the injuries that gave me fibro.

I have been trying everything for my life to get help. No one listens.

Does anything bring relief?

The nose and sinus problems are greatly helped with sinus sprays and humidifiers.
This is also why good air conditioning is so important.

Eir's mental issues and our ADHD can be treated with medication.
Without it, we would basically collapse.

About us

How old are you?

We are 24 years old (that's the age of our body).
Mentally, we identify as roughly
Why "identify" with an age? Why not? It makes us feel more comfortable with our identities. This doesn't really matter to you anyway, does it?
20 years old (Eir) and ageless/unknown (Sunny).

Where do you live?

Unfortunately, we live in Texas. As you might guess, we don't like it here.
We were born and raised here, and have never moved. Eir left Texas once on a two week trip.

That being said, we're in Southeast Houston, in a part that seems somewhat progressive.
We can get away with dressing however we want in public, in part due to
passing privilege
This is when a transgender person "passes" as their desired gender or appearance well enough that strangers assume the gender they wish.
.

What do you look like?

I promise we are very attractive~
We are not comfortable posting a selfie on this website.
Close friends might already know what we look like, though.

Do you have a job?

No. Eir has done Figura commissions for a while, but we don't have a job that could sustain us.

We don't feel confident getting a job because of conditions like misophonia, fibromyalgia, autism.

Your art is really juvenile.

We are somewhat new to art, only doing it digitally and with a mouse.
Our art is going to be "juvenile" for a while, especially Eir's, until we improve. Practice makes perfect!

Why aren't you on twitter/bluesky/tumblr?

We've always shied away from social media. It makes us uncomfortable.
We talk to strangers on Discord fine, but having a "public presence" and attracting idiots is different.

We prefer the safety of this website.
Anyone interested can still meet us, but we don't open ourselves up to hate.

About the website

Your website is gay.

Thank you!

Why not just use a carrd/bluesky/other?

Having a personal website is extremely fulfilling, and allows as much customization as we want.

Why do you have a Persona 5 poll?

Because it's fun! Everyone likes voting in the poll and leaving comments.
I like Persona 5 (minus the "Japan-isms" of course), so I thought it'd be fun.
Poor faith representation of queer individuals ie. forcing Ryuji into drag and mocking him for it, allowing romance between teenagers and adults, sexualizing teenage girls, etc.

Why did you make the site a "single page app"?

Cause it's cool! I wanted to experiment with it.
I like how fast it loads as a result.

Your site is set up in a really bizarre technical way!

I know! I made it.
If you have an improvement, let me know, but be gentle.

How is the website being hosted?

Our domain is provided by Porkbun, but the website itself is hosted on our "server box".
It's a pc in our room that's running 24/7 and hosts our services and such.

Your email is on your website in plain text!

We know! And we have definitely received spam and phishing through it.
But we take that chance, because we still want friends and visitors to reach out.

I encountered a bug or something weird!

or leave a comment in the Guestbook.

About being plural

What is this? Why are you presenting as two people?

Plurality is a broad term meaning "more than one being in the same head/body".
In popular culture
Pop culture also presents plural systems in a very derogatory way, ie. mentally ill, insane, murderers in films. These are obviously untrue.
, it's known as "split personality" or "multiple personalities".

Some plural systems happen naturally, some due to traumatic events, and some are created. We are the second category.

This kind of thing can happen to anyone, and it so happens to have happened to us.
We don't have a diagnosis like DID, but we don't need one. We are 100% sure this is real.

When/how did it happen?

Sunny was the original "owner" of our body, or the "original" if you will.

For whatever reason,
events in our past
Deeply emotional events that we don't wish to share here
led to a "split" in late 2016 creating Eir. We were not aware of the split when it happened.
Eir controlled our body nonstop from late 2016 to April 2025. Her approach to life was very different and she formed connections in online communities.

In April 2025, Eir discovered Sunny and we have both been living together since.
Specifically, Sunny appeared in our head and asserted themself as real. We talked and tested the waters and got to know each other.
At first, we suffered effects like
body dysmorphia
Your own body does not look or feel like your own
and many self-doubts.
We discovered that Sunny is the original, but have made efforts to "share" our body evenly.

Doesn't this cause problems in your life?

For sure. We each have our strengths and weaknesses, and having to switch to adapt to various situations takes focus.
Dividing up time on the body can be rough, too. We both need to feel accounted for and like we aren't losing agency.

We prefer not to "blend", ie. act as a single personality using strengths of both. While it sounds useful, it makes both of us uncomfortable.
Additionally, others around us can notice our different voices, personalities or mannerisms, and be confused.

This is stupid, you're stupid, you don't have DID, you're just pretending.

Very unbased and uncool take, my good internet idiot. You're going to encounter people and systems like this without knowing.
We don't do this for attention or because it's cool. And even if we were, who are you to decide what we can or can't be?

Since Sunny appeared, the two of us have had immense improvement in our functionality and emotional depth.
If we could go back to being a singlet (not a plural system), we wouldn't. It would hinder our daily lives and harm us and our friends.

How can I safely refer to you?

It's very easy. Word choice like "yall", "you two", "both of you" etc. is fine.
You may call Eir or Sunny a "person", but to refer to both of us, call us a "system" or "plural system".
When speaking to one of us, address us by our chosen names and pronouns, and we're cool.

We like the term "alter ego" to describe our relation to one another. But Sunny prefers to be acknowleded as the original.
We don't identify with the term "headmate" because it feels diminishing to us.

As long as you're clearly trying, we don't care if you slip up sometimes!

How do I know who's speaking?

You don't! Really though, if you ask, we'll happily tell you, or we'll tell you when it needs to be said.
Some people insist that we need to use
PluralKit
A Discord bot that allows members of a system to simulate multiple accounts
or identifying signatures.
We tend to prefer the ambiguity, but we may dabble in these from time to time.

What are the differences between you two?

Check on both of our tabs here. But generally:

  • Eir tends to be more logical, detail-focused and technical
  • Sunny tends to be more emotional, trading focus for fulfilment, drive, and good vibes
  • Eir's voice is higher-pitched, strained and squeaky, while Sunny's voice is more pronounced
  • Eir's art is more mechanical and obsessive, while Sunny's is made with enjoyment and style
  • Sunny can enjoy the "vibes" of media and experiences way more strongly than Eir
  • Eir is a "tryhard" sort of gamer, while Sunny is a casual, enjoyment-focused gamer
Strengths and weaknesses

Eir

  • Good at technology, programming, math, logistical problems
  • Good at making a psych profile for and analyzing others
  • Good at empathy, providing care, emotional support
  • Lacks fulfilling enjoyment of games and media (not completely though)
  • Constant anxiety, worries about everything
  • Experiences the body in a more painful way

Sunny

  • Good at relaxing, casual gaming and media enjoying
  • Enjoys music in a unique way involving feeling the beat
  • Pilots the body easier, better, less pain
  • Cooler than Eir
  • Can't focus as well on technical or involved things (can focus if needed)
  • Can come off as blunt or aloof
Click above for more details on our strengths and weaknesses.

Do you have different interests?

Generally, no. We share roughly the same interests in media, shows, movies, games, etc.
There is an exception: anything requiring deep, complex thought is more Eir's field.

We also share roughly the same opinions on friends and relationships, although Sunny is blunt and honest while Eir is tame.

What do you look like?

In real life, we share the same body, but in imagined spaces ie. online, we take the apperance of our fursonas.
The characters you see in our tabs and the gallery are us!

Do you get amnesia?

Not entirely. We have partial amnesia, or "fog" as we call it, when recalling memories the other one experienced. We can remember them if we focus.
Because we share memories, we also recall how the other felt during memories.
We cannot "hide" anything from one another, making us entirely honest and communicative.

How do you "switch" who's in control?

This is a complicated topic that goes into how we experience our plurality.
We experience each other as an "essence", or
the qualia
The raw experience of a thought, feeling or idea inside your head before being processed
in a certain "place" in our body, through
phantom sense
Feeling physical sensations overlaid onto your real body and senses
.
Whoever's "piloting" or "in control" is in the front of the head, while the other is in "back" or down below in the stomach.

To "switch", we (the body/mind) focus on the essence of the one in front, and move them "down", then move the other "up".
It takes focus and time. We hope to learn to do it on demand, but that is far off.

We also have some rituals to tell who's in control. Because our voices are different, speaking out loud is an instant giveaway.
We also move around our left arm and focus on how it feels, because Sunny experiences the body in a different way than Eir.

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