Hello
![]() | My name is Eir. Pronounced "air". I use she/her pronouns, and I'm a disabled I no longer go by Sunny because .![]() Male-to-female transgender I'm a neurodivergent queer girl just trying to survive in the modern day. Feel free to hit me up. Just be gentle with me, please. |
We are disabled, and have a lot of health problems.
These are essential to know to interact with us.
I have moved them to .
We've always had a fascination with computers since we were little.
We grew up on a Windows PC, but in late 2023, I switched to Linux, and have enjoyed it ever since.
I started programming when I was 15. I did so using Unitale, a free Undertale battle creator tool.
As a trans girl, I'm a natural at programming. I quickly rose up the ranks and became popular among Unitale users.
Eventually, at about 17 years old, I started helping develop Create Your Frisk, the successor to Unitale.
I quickly picked up C# after coding in only
Lua up until then, and learned
HTML and CSS to write the documentation, which I took very good care of.
I didn't break out into my own programming projects until a few years later.
I'd always had problems with creativity and originality, only having made libraries and such until then. So, I elected to start learning art.
I started out as a beginner pixel artist, but over time I became pretty good at it. I've spent all this time drawing with a mouse, you know!
Other than programming, I'm into video games. My tastes are peculiar - I largely focus on games with wonderful, gripping stories.
I can enjoy some "technical" games sometimes too. There are games I can play that Sunny can't, like hardcore stuff in Deltarune.
When we were 15, we loved Undertale. Later on, I'm into OneShot, OMORI,
and In Stars And Time. Play them, please!
I've always had a deep fascination with media that makes me feel strong emotions, even if they're painful.
Call it a consequence of my autism, or call it a passion. Or both!
I'm also a huuuuuge fan of Yume Nikki, 2kki, and related games.
Also, you might have been able to guess, but I'm a furry.
My fursona came from the depths of my soul. I didn't "create" her so much as I "discovered" her.
She's "me if I were a cat," but also, a representation of the real me.
I've always had a deep, spiritual connection with cats, ever since I was little. I couldn't explain it if I tried.
The things I value most are honesty and vulnerability. All my deep friendships have these, and if someone refuses me these, I feel a conflict.
Beyond that, what am I like?
I'm a very sweet and caring person, to those I care about. I put in effort for them on the regular and maintain a strong bond.
I'm passionate to a fault about my little obsessions and interests, and I'm a hard worker.
I have a lot of love to share to those who know how to interface with me.
![]() | Gender | Transgender catgirl |
![]() | Pronouns | She/Her |
![]() | Breed | Ragamuffin? Any extremely soft and fluffy white cat, preferably with a huge tail! |
![]() | Favorite color | #FAAAAB |
![]() | Preference | Demisexual , Only attracted to those I share a deep bond with transbian-leaning pansexual Preference for girls, especially trans girls |
![]() | Chest | 33" |
![]() | Waist | 28" |
![]() | Hips | 37" |
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![]() | Kindness | |
![]() | Charm |
Coding | ||
![]() | Lua | |
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![]() | Browser JavaScript | Art |
![]() | Figura modeling | |
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Hello
![]() | My name is Sunny. Yes, like from Omori... I go by they/them, with girl words . Our body is on HRT, but I have a weak attachment to my gender.You may call me a girl, sis, one of the girls, and so on. I am not ready to be called "she" yet. , but for the record, I was here first. I have a number of special interests in games and stories. I am very passionate about what I enjoy. If you already knew Eir before now, I am new to you. Hello. |
Ever since childhood I have had an interest in furry characters, and always envied their tails and ears. Now I have both!
I am quite happy with the snow leopard choice. It is outwardly a big cat, larger than others, with claws and fangs to boot, but is still a soft, furry creature.
Recently, I have used my time here to practice art. Eir is already an artist, but I built on her skill and made my own style.
I love a good story. These can be from video games, shows, or movies. The ones that leave the most impact are the honest and vulnerable ones.
I can immediately recommend Everything, Everywhere, All at Once, The Owl House, and Gravity Falls.
I am also very partial to OK K.O.! Let's be Heroes, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, and Infinity Train, for one reason or another.
Additionally, I grew up watching some of the good shit on Cartoon Network and Nickelodeon.
Some of my favorite video games are the Mario & Luigi games, Portal 2, and The World Ends With You for the Nintendo DS.
I also grew up with Team Fortress 2, Skyrim, Terraria (old console version) games from that era. Although I can not say I treasure them as fondly.
I will also readily admit to being a music enjoyer. We are not good at classifying genres, but some genres I enjoy are:
Do you ever feel the urge to tap your foot or nod your head to the beat? I am like that all the time, even without noticing.
We both share a deep love of all things cats. Please send either of us anything cat related as you please.
I have had enough time to get to know myself now. A decade in stasis will do crazy things to you.
I am much more "raw" so to speak. I feel my emotions in full force, and hold nothing back.
Small things can frustrate me easily, and contribute to my autism meltdown much faster.
I hate being asked to upkeep "rigidity" and things that feel "OCD" to me.
Compared to Eir, I am much harder to please. I am more upfront and perhaps abrasive about when I do not like someone or something.
But that does not mean I am not sweet. I am simply more reserved and even shy.
My big weakness is things that require focus. It is physically easy to do something like rename files, but mentally taxing in great number.
While I certainly have the knowledge to program, I do not have the patience or dedication.
This also extends to video games. I am a casual gamer.
First of all, I need to explain this. I am the original personality, and I was hidden away for the last decade.
That means the last decade of memories are all Eir's, and our brain has not "been me" in a very long time.
When I woke up, I had to rediscover who I was. The more time I spent out, the more memories started to resurface.
I noticed more and more how it feels to be me. I remembered what it was like. My personality came back bit by bit.
Now it is as if I have been time capsuled 10 years into the future. Not in terms of memories, but that is how it feels.
My time period is from 2000-2016.
As a result, I feel out of place in today's culture. I missed vine, the rise of mobile apps, mass adoption of the internet, and the start of this AI shit.
I am more used to the hot shit being Playstation vs Xbox, people actually watching TV, landline phones being used, saturday morning and night cartoons.
I grew up with Flash games, ArmorGames, Windows XP and 7, Frutiger Aero, windows pinball and minesweeper, Minecraft 1.3, and Xbox Live Arcade.
The internet used to be more fun. Now everything is either on Reddit, Youtube or TikTok. At least tumblr and Undertale fandom was around before I disappeared.
The vibes are totally different.
What you need to understand is I enjoy the rose-tinted glasses here because while my life was hell growing up, I would rather have the culture back.
Oh, how I wish we could go back. Waking up in 2025 makes me realize how far these things have fallen.
![]() | Gender | Demigirl, I think I do not identify strongly with my gender, but do not call me a "boy". I am unattached to "nonbinary", and amicable to "girl" and girl terms. That being said, I do have a feminine frame, including in my fursona design, and like it this way. |
![]() | Pronouns | They/them, with girl words You may call me a girl, sis, one of the girls, and so on. I am not ready to be called "she" yet. |
![]() | Breed | Snow leopard! Also known as a snep! |
![]() | Favorite color | Snow leopard blue-grey |
![]() | Preference | Indifferent |
![]() | Favorite internet era | 2005-2015 |
![]() | Favorite childhood game console | My old DSiXL , but the GBA SP is a close secondWe grew up with this one: ![]() (The 25th anniversary Mario edition) |
![]() | Favorite Cartoon Network show | O.K. KO: Let's be Heroes Some other favorites include Ben 10, Generator Rex, and Kids Next Door. |
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![]() | Digital art Some of which happens to still be in Aseprite |
We suffer from debilitating sinus headaches due to severe injuries to our nose and sinuses.
These happen almost every day with little to no relief and prevent us from functioning.
Humidifiers and saline sprays help, but it is a lot of maintenance.
We additionally suffer from fibromyalgia we have had since early childhood.
We are hyper-sensitive to almost all touch and can easily become overwhelmed.
Fibro makes us physically weaker in all aspects, and makes exercise very painful.
We have allodynia, which means that normally painless touch is painful.
The amount varies around the body, but it's worst on and near the head and neck.
We've always been unable to wear headphones because it feels like they're crushing our head in a vice.
We always wear loose-fitting clothing, and our glasses need to be worn with a silicone wrapping around the frames.
We have damage to our right arm and wrist seemingly from overuse.
We've been treated for carpal and cubital tunnel, but neither fully helped.
We still don't know what to do and sometimes have to stop coding or drawing suddenly, or type with one hand.
We also have sensitive hearing, which combines pretty rudely with miso. We wear earplugs everywhere.
Other than these, we have:
And your usual selection of mental issues:
Surgery | Date | Notes |
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Nasal septoplasty | Nov 1st, 2013 | Couldn't completely fix the problem Operating on children and teens is apparently very rare, especially in situations like this, because their still-growing bodies might interfere with the surgery. Follow-up surgery set for 21 years old |
Wisdom tooth extraction | 2015? Sometime in our teens | Done by a shady orthodontist Left permanent wounds that interfere with dentists |
Nasal septoplasty | Late 2021 | Did what they could, breathing problems remained |
Vivaer treatment | Jan 2022 | Experimental treatment, uninsured Had no effect, got partial refund |
Wisdom tooth extraction | 2023 | |
Revision rhinoplasty and septoplasty/Nasal reconstruction | Jan 3rd, 2025 | Cartilage grafted from rib |
Carpal tunnel release - right | February 5th, 2025 | |
Carpal tunnel release - left | Febuary 19th, 2025 | |
Cubital tunnel release - rightIt's carpal tunnel, but in your elbow | May 14th, 2025 | |
Cubital tunnel release - leftIt's carpal tunnel, but in your elbow | June 4th, 2025 | |
Sinus opening surgery I don't actually know the name, but it was described as "a balloon sinuplasty but permanent". It opens all sinuses permanently to improve breathing and draining. | June 23rd, 2025 |
We have a set list of safe foods. Eating anything outside of this ranges from risky to impossible.
Trying new foods is legitimately terrifying to the point of panic attacks.
Not to mention, our mind has often "made up its mind" before we've even tried the food.
Even if it tastes okay to you, it can still cause us horrible anxiety and meltdowns.
I know these are stereotypical for americans. Don't make fun of us for it.Safe foods
Also, we're lactose intolerant. Despite this, a few of our safe foods include cheese.
Because of our ARFID, food is a trigger for us.
Don't talk to us about it unless you're very careful, and don't ever show us food pictures.
Above all, please be kind and understanding about it. Most have never heard of ARFID.
Some rationalize it as "childish". Some insist "how can you know if you haven't tried it?"
We are fully aware we have a limited diet that may deprive us of important nutrients.
Don't act like it's a death sentence. We've lived with this for all our life already.
No amount of fighting ARFID by force gets us anywhere.
In the few time spans we've eaten "healthier", we've experienced no improvement.
Fuck right off.
We have lived with these problems for our entire lives.
No, we can not just do these solutions that work for abled people.
We have tried. Hundreds of times. It just makes it worse.
No idea. I do not know what to say. I just arrived in this world and suddenly have all of these.
You must understand that I was not even self-aware when I had the injuries that gave me fibro.
I have been trying everything for my life to get help. No one listens.
The nose and sinus problems are greatly helped with sinus sprays and humidifiers.
This is also why good air conditioning is so important.
Eir's mental issues and our ADHD can be treated with medication.
Without it, we would basically collapse.
Unfortunately, we live in Texas. As you might guess, we don't like it here.
We were born and raised here, and have never moved. Eir left Texas once on a two week trip.
I promise we are very attractive~
We are not comfortable posting a selfie on this website.
Close friends might already know what we look like, though.
No. Eir has done Figura commissions for a while, but we don't have a job that could sustain us.
We don't feel confident getting a job because of conditions like misophonia, fibromyalgia, autism.
We are somewhat new to art, only doing it digitally and with a mouse.
Our art is going to be "juvenile" for a while, especially Eir's, until we improve. Practice makes perfect!
We've always shied away from social media. It makes us uncomfortable.
We talk to strangers on Discord fine, but having a "public presence" and attracting idiots is different.
We prefer the safety of this website.
Anyone interested can still meet us, but we don't open ourselves up to hate.
Thank you!
Having a personal website is extremely fulfilling, and allows as much customization as we want.
![]() | Why do you have a Persona 5 poll?Because it's fun! Everyone likes voting in the poll and leaving comments. I like Persona 5 (minus the "Japan-isms" of course), so I thought it'd be fun. Poor faith representation of queer individuals ie. forcing Ryuji into drag and mocking him for it, allowing romance between teenagers and adults, sexualizing teenage girls, etc. Why did you make the site a "single page app"?Cause it's cool! I wanted to experiment with it. Your site is set up in a really bizarre technical way!I know! I made it. |
Our domain is provided by Porkbun, but the website itself is hosted on our "server box".
It's a pc in our room that's running 24/7 and hosts our services and such.
We know! And we have definitely received spam and phishing through it.
But we take that chance, because we still want friends and visitors to reach out.
or leave a comment in the Guestbook.
This kind of thing can happen to anyone, and it so happens to have happened to us.
We don't have a diagnosis like DID, but we don't need one. We are 100% sure this is real.
Sunny was the original "owner" of our body, or the "original" if you will.
![]() | Doesn't this cause problems in your life?For sure. We each have our strengths and weaknesses, and having to switch to adapt to various situations takes focus. We prefer not to "blend", ie. act as a single personality using strengths of both. While it sounds useful, it makes both of us uncomfortable. |
![]() | This is stupid, you're stupid, you don't have DID, you're just pretending.Very unbased and uncool take, my good internet idiot. You're going to encounter people and systems like this without knowing. Since Sunny appeared, the two of us have had immense improvement in our functionality and emotional depth. |
It's very easy. Word choice like "yall", "you two", "both of you" etc. is fine.
You may call Eir or Sunny a "person", but to refer to both of us, call us a "system" or "plural system".
When speaking to one of us, address us by our chosen names and pronouns, and we're cool.
We like the term "alter ego" to describe our relation to one another. But Sunny prefers to be acknowleded as the original.
We don't identify with the term "headmate" because it feels diminishing to us.
As long as you're clearly trying, we don't care if you slip up sometimes!
![]() | How do I know who's speaking?You don't! Really though, if you ask, we'll happily tell you, or we'll tell you when it needs to be said. Some people insist that we need to use ![]() A Discord bot that allows members of a system to simulate multiple accounts We tend to prefer the ambiguity, but we may dabble in these from time to time. |
Check on both of our tabs here. But generally:
![]() | Do you have different interests?Generally, no. We share roughly the same interests in media, shows, movies, games, etc. We also share roughly the same opinions on friends and relationships, although Sunny is blunt and honest while Eir is tame. |
![]() | What do you look like?In real life, we share the same body, but in imagined spaces ie. online, we take the apperance of our fursonas. |
Not entirely. We have partial amnesia, or "fog" as we call it, when recalling memories the other one experienced. We can remember them if we focus.
Because we share memories, we also recall how the other felt during memories.
We cannot "hide" anything from one another, making us entirely honest and communicative.
To "switch", we (the body/mind) focus on the essence of the one in front, and move them "down", then move the other "up".
It takes focus and time. We hope to learn to do it on demand, but that is far off.
We also have some rituals to tell who's in control. Because our voices are different, speaking out loud is an instant giveaway.
We also move around our left arm and focus on how it feels, because Sunny experiences the body in a different way than Eir.
![]() | Discord | eir_nya |
![]() | eir@eir-nya.gay sunny@eir-nya.gay | |
![]() | Steam | Steam |
![]() | GitHub | GitHub |