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Hello

My name is Eir.
Pronounced "air".
I use she/her pronouns, and I'm a disabled
trans girl
Male-to-female transgender
.
I no longer go by Sunny because .

I'm a neurodivergent queer girl just trying to survive in the modern day.
I have a deeply honest and open personality, putting my heart on display from the get go.
It means I can't befriend 100% of people, but for those I can, I have deep, powerful bonds.

Feel free to hit me up. Just be gentle with me, please.

Health

We are disabled, and have a lot of health problems.
These are essential to know to interact with us.

I have moved them to .

Interests

We've always had a fascination with computers since we were little.
We grew up on a Windows PC, but in late 2023, I switched to Linux, and have enjoyed it ever since.

I started programming when I was 15. I did so using Unitale, a free Undertale battle creator tool.
As a trans girl, I'm a natural at programming. I quickly rose up the ranks and became popular among Unitale users.
Eventually, at about 17 years old, I started helping develop Create Your Frisk, the successor to Unitale.
I quickly picked up C# after coding in only Lua up until then, and learned HTML and CSS to write the documentation, which I took very good care of.

I didn't break out into my own programming projects until a few years later.
I'd always had problems with creativity and originality, only having made libraries and such until then. So, I elected to start learning art.
I started out as a beginner pixel artist, but over time I became pretty good at it. I've spent all this time drawing with a mouse, you know!

Other than programming, I'm into video games. My tastes are peculiar - I largely focus on games with wonderful, gripping stories.
I can enjoy some "technical" games sometimes too. There are games I can play that Sunny can't, like hardcore stuff in Deltarune.
When we were 15, we loved Undertale. Later on, I'm into OneShot, OMORI, and In Stars And Time. Play them, please!
I've always had a deep fascination with media that makes me feel strong emotions, even if they're painful.
Call it a consequence of my autism, or call it a passion. Or both!
I'm also a huuuuuge fan of Yume Nikki, 2kki, and related games.

Also, you might have been able to guess, but I'm a furry.
My fursona came from the depths of my soul. I didn't "create" her so much as I "discovered" her.
She's "me if I were a cat," but also, a representation of the real me.

I've always had a deep, spiritual connection with cats, ever since I was little. I couldn't explain it if I tried.

But
I think I was always meant to be a cat
Not in a therian way, if you were wondering! That doesn't seem to apply to me.
.

Personality

I am a soft, sweet, cuddly catgirl, and seek softness and warmth from all friendships.
But when it comes down to it, I can be analytical, cunning, clever, smart, dedicated and talented.

I tend to deal a lot with your typical online transfem problems like anxiety, hyperfixation, social problems, traumas, internet-based threats.
Although, these problems are almost all exclusive to me. Sunny doesn't have them.

The things I value most are honesty and vulnerability. All my deep friendships have these, and if someone refuses me these, I feel a conflict.

Some people may try to
people-please
People-pleasing involves trying to get on someone's "good side" through conversational manipulation. It's often a defense mechanism in abused individuals.
at me. I ask that you please don't. It's a trigger for me, and sets me on red alert.

Beyond that, what am I like?

I'm a very sweet and caring person, to those I care about. I put in effort for them on the regular and maintain a strong bond.
I'm passionate to a fault about my little obsessions and interests, and I'm a hard worker.
I have a lot of love to share to those who know how to interface with me.

...I've also been called "cute" an awful lot.
YMMV
Your mileage may vary
.
Stats
GenderTransgender catgirl
PronounsShe/Her
Breed
Ragdoll?
Any extremely soft and fluffy white cat, preferably with a huge tail!
Favorite color#FAAAAB
Preference
Demisexual
Only attracted to those I share a deep bond with
,
transbian-leaning pansexual
Preference for girls, especially trans girls
Chest33"
Waist28"
Hips37"
Knowledge
Guts
Proficiency
Kindness
Charm
Skills

Coding

Lua
Node.js
HTML
CSharp
Browser JavaScript

Art

Figura modeling
Pixel art
Non-pixel digital art
Physical art

About me

Hello

My name is Sunny.
Yes, like from Omori...

I go by
they/them, with girl words
You may call me a girl, sis, one of the girls, and so on. I am not ready to be called "she" yet.
. Our body is on HRT, but I have a weak attachment to my gender.
, but for the record, I was here first.

I have a number of special interests in games and stories. I am very passionate about what I enjoy.
However, I am not as good at video games as Eir, which limits what I can play.

If you already knew Eir before now, I am new to you. Hello.
I am more blunt and upfront with feelings, but do not be afraid of me.

Wait, who?

Sunny is the
original personality
The soul born into our body. Most people are this.
in our body.
Eir and Sunny share the same mind and body, although Eir is the face of this site.

More info about our plurality

Interests

Ever since childhood I have had an interest in furry characters, and always envied their tails and ears. Now I have both!
I am quite happy with the snow leopard choice. It is outwardly a big cat, larger than others, with claws and fangs to boot, but is still a soft, furry creature.
Recently, I have used my time here to practice art. Eir is already an artist, but I built on her skill and made my own style.

I love a good story. These can be from video games, shows, or movies. The ones that leave the most impact are the honest and vulnerable ones.
I can immediately recommend Everything, Everywhere, All at Once, The Owl House, and Gravity Falls.
I am also very partial to OK K.O.! Let's be Heroes, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, and Infinity Train, for one reason or another.

Additionally, I grew up watching some of the good shit on Cartoon Network and Nickelodeon.

  • Generator Rex
  • Ben 10
  • Avatar: The Last Airbender
  • Kids Next Door
  • The Fairly Oddparents
  • Courage the Cowardly Dog
  • The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
I am proud to show these off. I love looking back on the good parts of my childhood, now that I am here.

Some of my favorite video games are the Mario & Luigi games, Portal 2, and The World Ends With You for the Nintendo DS.
I also grew up with Team Fortress 2, Skyrim, Terraria (old console version) games from that era. Although I can not say I treasure them as fondly.

I will also readily admit to being a music enjoyer. We are not good at classifying genres, but some genres I enjoy are:

Do you ever feel the urge to tap your foot or nod your head to the beat? I am like that all the time, even without noticing.

We both share a deep love of all things cats. Please send either of us anything cat related as you please.

Personality

I have had enough time to get to know myself now. A decade in stasis will do crazy things to you.
I am much more "raw" so to speak. I feel my emotions in full force, and hold nothing back.
Small things can frustrate me easily, and contribute to my autism meltdown much faster.
I hate being asked to upkeep "rigidity" and things that feel "OCD" to me.

Compared to Eir, I am much harder to please. I am more upfront and perhaps abrasive about when I do not like someone or something.
But that does not mean I am not sweet. I am simply more reserved and even shy.

I have dealt with some level of "anger issues" in my past. I am working on it now. Eir and I will tag team if needed.
I may be the original personality from when we were raised male, but you should not assume I am like
"other boys"
In fact, please do not ever call me a boy.
. I'd like to use my time here to finally grow.

My big weakness is things that require focus. It is physically easy to do something like rename files, but mentally taxing in great number.
While I certainly have the knowledge to program, I do not have the patience or dedication.
This also extends to video games. I am a casual gamer.

What is it like being time capsuled?

First of all, I need to explain this.
I am the original personality, and I was hidden away for the last decade.
That means the last decade of memories are all Eir's, and our brain has not "been me" in a very long time.

When I woke up, I had to rediscover who I was. The more time I spent out, the more memories started to resurface.
I noticed more and more how it feels to be me. I remembered what it was like. My personality came back bit by bit.
Now it is as if I have been time capsuled 10 years into the future. Not in terms of memories, but that is how it feels.

My time period is from 2000-2016.
As a result, I feel out of place in today's culture. I missed vine, the rise of mobile apps, mass adoption of the internet, and the start of this AI shit.
I am more used to the hot shit being Playstation vs Xbox, people actually watching TV, landline phones being used, saturday morning and night cartoons.
I grew up with Flash games, ArmorGames, Windows XP and 7, Frutiger Aero, windows pinball and minesweeper, Minecraft 1.3, and Xbox Live Arcade.
The internet used to be more fun. Now everything is either on Reddit, Youtube or TikTok. At least tumblr and Undertale fandom was around before I disappeared.

The vibes are totally different.
What you need to understand is I enjoy the rose-tinted glasses here because while my life was hell growing up, I would rather have the culture back.
Oh, how I wish we could go back. Waking up in 2025 makes me realize how far these things have fallen.

Stats
Gender
Demigirl, I think

I do not identify strongly with my gender, but do not call me a "boy". I am unattached to "nonbinary", and amicable to "girl" and girl terms.

That being said, I do have a feminine frame, including in my fursona design, and like it this way.

Pronouns
They/them, with girl words
You may call me a girl, sis, one of the girls, and so on. I am not ready to be called "she" yet.
Breed
Snow leopard!
Also known as a snep!
Favorite colorSnow leopard blue-grey
PreferenceIndifferent
Favorite internet era2005-2015
Favorite childhood game console
My old DSiXL
We grew up with this one:

(The 25th anniversary Mario edition)
, but the GBA SP is a close second
Favorite Cartoon Network show
O.K. KO: Let's be Heroes
Some other favorites include Ben 10, Generator Rex, and Kids Next Door.
Knowledge
Guts
Proficiency
Kindness
Charm
Skills
Emotions and honesty
Infodumping
Digital art
Some of which happens to still be in Aseprite

I heard something about "health problems"?

The short answer

We have chronic pain, chronic sinus headaches, nose injuries, fibromyalgia, allodynia, right arm and wrist injuries, misophonia, and DID.
We also have ARFID, an eating disorder that severely limits our diet.

The long answer

Strap yourself in. We identify as disabled for a reason.

Details of health problems

So, we are disabled and have been for most of our life. We suffer from chronic pain.
Throughout all of school since elementary, we've required special assistance and accomodations (not always provided).
Physical activity very easily exerts us to the point we need to stay almost completely sedentary.
We were wheelchair-bound at one point due to CRPS in our legs, but it went away
due to conditions
Too much to get into here. Our CRPS stemmed from conversion disorder which we were able to treat.
.
Most of our conditions can't be treated and are expected to last lifelong.

  • We suffer from debilitating sinus headaches due to severe injuries to our nose and sinuses.
    These happen almost every day with little to no relief and prevent us from functioning.

    Humidifiers and saline sprays help, but it is a lot of maintenance.

  • We additionally suffer from fibromyalgia we have had since early childhood.
    We are hyper-sensitive to almost all touch and can easily become overwhelmed.

    Fibro makes us physically weaker in all aspects, and makes exercise very painful.

  • We have allodynia, which means that normally painless touch is painful.
    The amount varies around the body, but it's worst on and near the head and neck.
    We've always been unable to wear headphones because it feels like they're crushing our head in a vice.

    We always wear loose-fitting clothing, and our glasses need to be worn with a silicone wrapping around the frames.

  • We have damage to our right arm and wrist seemingly from overuse.
    We've been treated for carpal and cubital tunnel, but neither fully helped.
    We still don't know what to do and sometimes have to stop coding or drawing suddenly, or type with one hand.

  • We also have misophonia.
    Misophonia is a curse from hell. It hotwires a trigger sound to your fight or flight response and can not be turned off.
    Our trigger sound is
    nasal sounds
    Sniffing, nose breathing, nose whistling, labored nose breathing
    . Because of how common these sounds are, we struggle almost everywhere we go.

    We also have sensitive hearing, which combines pretty rudely with miso. We wear earplugs everywhere.

  • We have
    ARFID
    Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder
    . Go to its section for full details.
    Despite the fact we almost only eat snacks and fast food, we are not enjoying this.

  • And of course,
    we have DID
    Dissociative Identity Disorder
    , because we are a plural system formed through childhood trauma.
    A DID diagnosis requires impairment to daily lives of us and others, plus the effort of getting diagnosed.
    For that reason, a lot of traumagenic systems identify with DID or OSDD without a diagnosis.
    We believe we deserve the same.

Other than these, we have:

  • Carpal tunnel*
    Had carpal tunnel release for both arms in 2025
  • Cubital tunnel*
    Had cubital tunnel release for both elbows in 2025
  • Herniated discs in neck
  • Neck and shoulder pain from fibro
  • Strong cramps in right ankle
  • GERD

And your usual selection of mental issues:

  • Anxiety
  • Depressive disorder
  • Mood swings
  • "Anger issues"
  • Autism
  • ADHD
    A damn huge dick

List of surgeries
SurgeryDateNotes
Nasal septoplastyNov 1st, 2013
Couldn't completely fix the problem
Operating on children and teens is apparently very rare, especially in situations like this, because their still-growing bodies might interfere with the surgery.

Follow-up surgery set for 21 years old
Wisdom tooth extraction
2015?
Sometime in our teens
Done by a shady orthodontist
Left permanent wounds that interfere with dentists
Nasal septoplastyLate 2021Did what they could, breathing problems remained
Vivaer treatmentJan 2022Experimental treatment, uninsured
Had no effect, got partial refund
Wisdom tooth extraction2023
Revision rhinoplasty and septoplasty/Nasal reconstructionJan 3rd, 2025Cartilage grafted from rib
Carpal tunnel release - rightFebruary 5th, 2025
Carpal tunnel release - leftFebuary 19th, 2025
Cubital tunnel
It's carpal tunnel, but in your elbow
release - right
May 14th, 2025
Cubital tunnel
It's carpal tunnel, but in your elbow
release - left
June 4th, 2025
Sinus opening surgery
I don't actually know the name, but it was described as "a balloon sinuplasty but permanent". It opens all sinuses permanently to improve breathing and draining.
June 23rd, 2025
ARFID and food
We have
ARFID
Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder
, which makes food an absolute pain.
We have to be extremely careful what we eat, or even smell or taste.
ARFID is caused in part by autism. It's different for everyone who has it. Ours is pretty extreme.

We have a set list of safe foods. Eating anything outside of this ranges from risky to impossible.
Trying new foods is legitimately terrifying to the point of panic attacks.
Not to mention, our mind has often "made up its mind" before we've even tried the food.
Even if it tastes okay to you, it can still cause us horrible anxiety and meltdowns.

Safe foods

I know these are stereotypical for americans. Don't make fun of us for it.
Also, we're lactose intolerant. Despite this, a few of our safe foods include cheese.

  • Bread, toast, plain bagels
  • Peanut butter
  • Cheese sticks
  • Fruit bars
  • Apples, pears, bananas
  • Rotini noodles with grated cheese
  • Burgers, especially cheeseburgers
  • French fries, fried chicken
  • Fish sticks
  • Sausages, hot dogs
  • Candy
    • Sour patch kids
    • Skittles
    • Starburst
    • Gummy worms
    • Rice krispies treats

Because of our ARFID, food is a trigger for us.
Don't talk to us about it unless you're very careful, and don't ever show us food pictures.
Above all, please be kind and understanding about it. Most have never heard of ARFID.
Some rationalize it as "childish". Some insist "how can you know if you haven't tried it?"

We are fully aware we have a limited diet that may deprive us of important nutrients.
Don't act like it's a death sentence. We've lived with this for all our life already.
No amount of fighting ARFID by force gets us anywhere.
In the few time spans we've eaten "healthier", we've experienced no improvement.

Health FAQ

Why do you have so many problems?

Why don't you just exercise? Or eat better? Have you tried tai chi? Yoga?

Fuck right off.

We have lived with these problems for our entire lives.
No, we can not just do these solutions that work for abled people.
We have tried. Hundreds of times. It just makes it worse.

How can I accomodate you?

  • First of all, be nice. I am sensitive.
  • Avoid talking about food. It is a trigger because of our eating disorder. We have been severely traumatized by food as a concept.
  • Do not offer solutions. This steps into trigger territory. Chances are we have already tried whatever you wanted to say.
  • And this goes without saying, but do not be ableist.
In real life:
  • If you ever have to sniff, warn us, or do it away from us.
  • Be gentle with any touch, and do not touch our neck.
  • We always prefer to be indoors, and need good air conditioning. We are sensitive to changes in the air.
  • Where food is involved, always let us pick. Never force food on us.

No, really, why do you have these?

No idea. I do not know what to say. I just arrived in this world and suddenly have all of these.
You must understand that I was not even self-aware when I had the injuries that gave me fibro.

I have been trying everything for my life to get help. No one listens.

Does anything bring relief?

The nose and sinus problems are greatly helped with sinus sprays and humidifiers.
This is also why good air conditioning is so important.

Eir's mental issues and our ADHD can be treated with medication.
Without it, we would basically collapse.

About us

How old are you?

We are 24 years old (that's the age of our body).
Mentally, we identify as roughly
Why "identify" with an age? Why not? It makes us feel more comfortable with our identities. This doesn't really matter to you anyway, does it?
20 years old (Eir) and ageless/unknown (Sunny).

Where do you live?

Unfortunately, we live in Texas. As you might guess, we don't like it here.
We were born and raised here, and have never moved. Eir left Texas once on a two week trip.

That being said, we're in Southeast Houston, in a part that seems somewhat progressive.
We can get away with dressing however we want in public, in part due to
passing privilege
This is when a transgender person "passes" as their desired gender or appearance well enough that strangers assume the gender they wish.
.

What do you look like?

I promise we are very attractive~
We are not comfortable posting a selfie on this website.
Close friends might already know what we look like, though.

Do you have a job?

No. Eir has done Figura commissions for a while, but we don't have a job that could sustain us.

We don't feel confident getting a job because of conditions like misophonia, fibromyalgia, autism.

Your art is really juvenile.

We are somewhat new to art, only doing it digitally and with a mouse.
Our art is going to be "juvenile" for a while, especially Eir's, until we improve. Practice makes perfect!

Why aren't you on twitter/bluesky/tumblr?

We've always shied away from social media. It makes us uncomfortable.
We talk to strangers on Discord fine, but having a "public presence" and attracting idiots is different.

We prefer the safety of this website.
Anyone interested can still meet us, but we don't open ourselves up to hate.

About the website

Your website is gay.

Thank you!

Why not just use a carrd/bluesky/other?

Having a personal website is extremely fulfilling, and allows as much customization as we want.

Why do you have a Persona 5 poll?

Because it's fun! Everyone likes voting in the poll and leaving comments.
I like Persona 5 (minus the "Japan-isms" of course), so I thought it'd be fun.
Poor faith representation of queer individuals ie. forcing Ryuji into drag and mocking him for it, allowing romance between teenagers and adults, sexualizing teenage girls, etc.

Why did you make the site a "single page app"?

Cause it's cool! I wanted to experiment with it.
I like how fast it loads as a result.

Your site is set up in a really bizarre technical way!

I know! I made it.
If you have an improvement, let me know, but be gentle.

How is the website being hosted?

Our domain is provided by Porkbun, but the website itself is hosted on our "server box".
It's a pc in our room that's running 24/7 and hosts our services and such.

Your email is on your website in plain text!

We know! And we have definitely received spam and phishing through it.
But we take that chance, because we still want friends and visitors to reach out.

I encountered a bug or something weird!

or leave a comment in the Guestbook.

About being plural

What is this? Why are you presenting as two people?

Plurality is a broad term meaning "more than one being in the same head/body".
In popular culture
Pop culture also presents plural systems in a very derogatory way, ie. mentally ill, insane, murderers in films. These are obviously untrue.
, it's known as "split personality" or "multiple personalities".

Some plural systems happen naturally, some due to traumatic events, and some are created. We are the second category.

This kind of thing can happen to anyone, and it so happens to have happened to us.
We don't have a diagnosis like DID, but we don't need one. We are 100% sure this is real.

When/how did it happen?

Sunny was the original "owner" of our body, or the "original" if you will.

For whatever reason,
events in our past
Deeply emotional events that we don't wish to share here
led to a "split" in late 2016 creating Eir. We were not aware of the split when it happened.
Eir controlled our body nonstop from late 2016 to April 2025. Her approach to life was very different and she formed connections in online communities.

In April 2025, Eir discovered Sunny and we have both been living together since.
Specifically, Sunny appeared in our head and asserted themself as real. We talked and tested the waters and got to know each other.
At first, we suffered effects like
body dysmorphia
Your own body does not look or feel like your own
and many self-doubts.
We discovered that Sunny is the original, but have made efforts to "share" our body evenly.

Doesn't this cause problems in your life?

For sure. We each have our strengths and weaknesses, and having to switch to adapt to various situations takes focus.
Dividing up time on the body can be rough, too. We both need to feel accounted for and like we aren't losing agency.

We prefer not to "blend", ie. act as a single personality using strengths of both. While it sounds useful, it makes both of us uncomfortable.
Additionally, others around us can notice our different voices, personalities or mannerisms, and be confused.

This is stupid, you're stupid, you don't have DID, you're just pretending.

Very unbased and uncool take, my good internet idiot. You're going to encounter people and systems like this without knowing.
We don't do this for attention or because it's cool. And even if we were, who are you to decide what we can or can't be?

Since Sunny appeared, the two of us have had immense improvement in our functionality and emotional depth.
If we could go back to being a singlet (not a plural system), we wouldn't. It would hinder our daily lives and harm us and our friends.

How can I safely refer to you?

It's very easy. Word choice like "yall", "you two", "both of you" etc. is fine.
You may call Eir or Sunny a "person", but to refer to both of us, call us a "system" or "plural system".
When speaking to one of us, address us by our chosen names and pronouns, and we're cool.

We like the term "alter ego" to describe our relation to one another. But Sunny prefers to be acknowleded as the original.
We don't identify with the term "headmate" because it feels diminishing to us.

As long as you're clearly trying, we don't care if you slip up sometimes!

How do I know who's speaking?

You don't! Really though, if you ask, we'll happily tell you, or we'll tell you when it needs to be said.
Some people insist that we need to use
PluralKit
A Discord bot that allows members of a system to simulate multiple accounts
or identifying signatures.
We tend to prefer the ambiguity, but we may dabble in these from time to time.

What are the differences between you two?

Check on both of our tabs here. But generally:

  • Eir tends to be more logical, detail-focused and technical
  • Sunny tends to be more emotional, trading focus for fulfilment, drive, and good vibes
  • Eir's voice is higher-pitched, strained and squeaky, while Sunny's voice is more pronounced
  • Eir's art is more mechanical and obsessive, while Sunny's is made with enjoyment and style
  • Sunny can enjoy the "vibes" of media and experiences way more strongly than Eir
  • Eir is a "tryhard" sort of gamer, while Sunny is a casual, enjoyment-focused gamer
Strengths and weaknesses

Eir

  • Good at technology, programming, math, logistical problems
  • Good at making a psych profile for and analyzing others
  • Good at empathy, providing care, emotional support
  • Lacks fulfilling enjoyment of games and media (not completely though)
  • Constant anxiety, worries about everything
  • Experiences the body in a more painful way

Sunny

  • Good at relaxing, casual gaming and media enjoying
  • Enjoys music in a unique way involving feeling the beat
  • Pilots the body easier, better, less pain
  • Cooler than Eir
  • Can't focus as well on technical or involved things (can focus if needed)
  • Can come off as blunt or aloof
Click above for more details on our strengths and weaknesses.

Do you have different interests?

Generally, no. We share roughly the same interests in media, shows, movies, games, etc.
There is an exception: anything requiring deep, complex thought is more Eir's field.

We also share roughly the same opinions on friends and relationships, although Sunny is blunt and honest while Eir is tame.

What do you look like?

In real life, we share the same body, but in imagined spaces ie. online, we take the apperance of our fursonas.
The characters you see in our tabs and the gallery are us!

Do you get amnesia?

Not entirely. We have partial amnesia, or "fog" as we call it, when recalling memories the other one experienced. We can remember them if we focus.
Because we share memories, we also recall how the other felt during memories.
We cannot "hide" anything from one another, making us entirely honest and communicative.

How do you "switch" who's in control?

This is a complicated topic that goes into how we experience our plurality.
We experience each other as an "essence", or
the qualia
The raw experience of a thought, feeling or idea inside your head before being processed
in a certain "place" in our body, through
phantom sense
Feeling physical sensations overlaid onto your real body and senses
.
Whoever's "piloting" or "in control" is in the front of the head, while the other is in "back" or down below in the stomach.

To "switch", we (the body/mind) focus on the essence of the one in front, and move them "down", then move the other "up".
It takes focus and time. We hope to learn to do it on demand, but that is far off.

We also have some rituals to tell who's in control. Because our voices are different, speaking out loud is an instant giveaway.
We also move around our left arm and focus on how it feels, because Sunny experiences the body in a different way than Eir.

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